online movie company finally shows its ass to workforce: film at 11
So if you work with me, you already know, or maybe you don't. I and about 90% of the tech support group were laid off yesterday. I'm still recovering from the shock, and adjusting to the idea that in three weeks, I will be unemployed in the worst economy our country has seen in my brief lifetime.
I'm not as upset as I thought I would be, but I'm still pretty freaked out. Not freaked out over money - I was homeless for two years and only had one "near" psychotic break. Anxious. I can't sleep. I don't want to eat. I lay down to rest and the events of the day replay themselves for me. The nightmares I've had about work for the past six months have moved into my real waking life. Lovely.
I'm upset because I would have to re-apply for my old job. The one I was originally hired to do, before Instant Watching existed. The same job I have been doing off and on for the past five months or so. This rubs me the wrong way particularly because it implies that I am not necessarily wanted - otherwise we all might have been told "if you would like to work in Customer Service, we have a place for you - since we're hiring new people RIGHT NOW anyway." It made me feel as if online movie company would like the option to decide whether we are worthy of them. Well, they'd already made me feel worthless when I came back to work from the hospital and discovered I had an attendance problem.
I feel used. I feel mis-used, or abused. It's fine that there won't be any time off until god knows when, and it's fine that I've lost my job, but it's rubbing salt in the wound to expect us to work mandatory overtime through the holidays.
I felt it was necessary to share this with all of you, partially because I am uspet and want to complain, but also because this is a major life event, on the par of when I left my ex husband after he had abused me for the better part of ten years. At that time, I was terrified and afraid to be alone. I feel the same way now, but this time is different because I was not dependent on my ex husband for money or health insurance.
I'm not asking for help. I'm just letting you know what's going on. If you would like to help, a kind word would go a long way.
Think about this as a key to your future, you can go to school and work part time at Starbucks..That would be good for you! It's a new beginning. That's the way I"m looking at it. Netflix was not meant to be.
Candice said...
12/06/2008 12:27:00 PM
Abused you? You are pathetic.
It is all my fault. Everything that goes wrong in your life you can blame it on me abusing you.
Bullshit you know very well I did not abuse you.
It is okay, blame me for everything...
But the fact is it is you that have created your pathetic life.
You know I loved you.
But now who I see is one sorry crazy bitch that is getting what she deserves.
Karma's a bitch baby and your karma is not over yet.
The universe does have justice.
But for the record I kind of feel sorry for you.
Pathetic!
Anonymous said...
1/14/2009 07:18:00 PM
Hey Mr Anonymous:
How do we know that you are really the ex parasite?
You could be some cross dressing 13
year old boy.
Come on man. How do we know?
Anonymous said...
1/15/2009 07:21:00 AM
Oh she will know. That is all that matters.
You see when the divorce was over my head, there were things I would never dare post on her site because she would use it against me.
I also had this insane belief that she would come to her senses. So I did not post the truth about what I felt or knew.
She also had things she could use against me. So I stayed quiet and hoped she would grow up.
But alas...She has nothing she can use against me now.
I have financial resources that she can only dream about now.
Everyone in my life that matters to me knows she is nuts. Also other so called "friends" will start seeing her true colors now.
It is unavoidable now. Her game is almost over and she did it all by her self.
The blame game ends with you sweetheart.
I did not abuse you. Nor was I a parasite.
Believe me I payed a very high cost for loving you.
In truth it was the other way around.
But now she cant hurt me in any way, I am going to start "correcting" the many lies that she has posted about me.
This will be fun.
Anonymous said...
1/15/2009 07:39:00 AM
I forgot to give you a kind word on your job loss.
Just blame it all on me.
Well one door closes- another opens.
I am sure there is a cubicle out there in Officeland with your name written all over it.
Don'T worry the world needs worker bees like you to function their corporations.
You will find something else soon enough.
Keep your chin up.
(or at least shut the fuck up.)
Anonymous said...
1/15/2009 01:21:00 PM
Ladies and gentlemen:
I am pleased to announce that over the next few years I will be revealing the true kitteh.
Not what she has told you before when I could not respond out of fear she would isolate me from my family or get me in trouble for smoking something natural, or any of those other things.
This is my payback. It is going to be very revealing to everyone.
In this comment section I will reveal the real monster.
If one or two of you just listen to what I say...then observe her in real life and you will learn what I say is true.
I will be bringing in guests from her past. It will be very revealing.
It is my time now.
I am going to be posting real events that happened. But I am bringing reality back.
I will expose her for what she is a vindictive bitch.
It will be my honor to lash out with words.
I can hurt her without ever seeing the bitch again.
Revenge is sweet.
She will love some of the things I have planed for her.
Again I have no desire to get her back.
This is payback, not stalking.
If she does not like what I write she does not have to read it.
Thank you kitteh for providing me with this way to assassinate your character with words.
Anonymous said...
1/16/2009 06:56:00 AM
Lets play a game.
What unfinished business does kitteh need to take responsibility for all of the ramifications of her choices and decisions?
In other words does someone deserve to know the fallout that not following through on their word to someone else?
I am not talking about marriage or commitment to someone...eewwwww.
I don't even want to be in the same area of the country as she is.
But what could I be writing about?
I will give prises if someone can guess.
I know there are so many examples so it might be hard to guess.
I wounder what it is this person wants if he does not want to see you again?
You need to understand the fallout of your decision.
It is about taking responsibility.
I am not the bad guy here.
I deserve justice here and I am going to take it.
My justice is telling people who you really are.
There are consequences to your actions.
I fucked up as a man and as a husband. I acknowledge that.
But that does not give you the right to trash me like you did and are.
People will learn who you are. I swear it.
Anonymous said...
1/16/2009 06:35:00 PM
Hey Nosferatu go crawl under your rock you bastard! Nobody who means anything to Kitteh gives a flying fuck about your bullshit. You kept saying that you had moved on but we all know that you spend copius amounts of time trying to find Kitteh so you can ramble about absolutely nothing.
Marylou said...
1/19/2009 09:01:00 AM
Hello E___.
Please stop hiding and use some sort of a real name.
What are you scared of, E___? We are not scientologists here, you can use your real name, or indeed any means of identifying you, if you dare.
You were right about one thing though, you are not a parasite. Parasites generally kill their hosts and die along with them. You are more like a leech, you have been removed but not yet stomped on. Watch out for that.
Stop waving your puny little fists in the air and blaming everyone in the world for your failings at being anything even remotely resembling a human being.
Grow up, get a life, ship off to Belize or wherever, try not to come back. Hopefully you will contract jungle fever before the natives kill you.
alex.pitofdarkness said...
1/19/2009 09:15:00 AM
Why don't you make your own site and go post all your comments and post the link. Cause otherwise we don't want to hear it. Way to be a stalker, because that's pretty much what you are doing. If you don't want to be in the same area of her, then go ramble on your own blog and quit following this one. It's cause COMMON SENSE
Candice Lynn said...
1/19/2009 11:37:00 AM
Hold Shit on a shingle.
Someone is CraaaaaaAAAaaZZZzzzZZyyyyy...
You know what alway amazes me? It's how people tend to show their true colors, even when they try to persuade you otherwise.
In other words: if someone wanted to prove their indignation at being labeled a sad, abusive asshole, then they'd be better off to avoidn ranting in paragraphs about how they plan on abusing that person.
Fucking DUH.
Seriously - are you kidding? Are people really this ridiculous??? This incapable of being self-aware? If I were to find myself ranting like this on a blog (a BLOG, for Christ's sake), I would immediately check myself into a mental health facility, lest I end up as a 15-minute story on "60 Minutes."
And for the record - "financial resources you can only dream of"...really? It sounds like the rantings of a heartbroken 13 year old. Or a pothead with delusions of grandeur.
Lord knows I've had more than my fair share of heartbreak. And I've been lied about. So I'm more than aware of what it feels like to be hurt and betrayed, and want vindication.
But you know what I did? Nothing. Because that's life. And I'd rather spend time being a happy, forward-thinking human being. I'd rather move the fuck on. I'd rather focus on improving my own life. I'd rather no be a FUCKING PSYCHO.
Anyways - no point in ranting any further. But A*, know that you are missed, and I hope for all the best in regards to your future. Keep us updated (and don't run away from impotent fuckheads who have no power over you).
Cheers!
joseph said...
1/19/2009 01:12:00 PM